another boreing day-lets go back memory lane!!!

Its another boring day at work. Noting much to do but lots of things going in the mind(empty mind is a devils workshop u see) but i guess the thoughts haunting me r something i have thought many times but just wanted to somehow let it out somewhere and this might be my chance

school days--ahhh such gr8 days everyone wishes to go back through those days again. But its the one wish we cant really work for or expect in any ways. Its just the memories of school that stay on. Usually it isn't thought out of life after school when u r in lower classes but its when u come to the final year u get start getting the goosebumps of it and start enjoying even more. i guess i was also lucky enough to have my part of fun and freeks then. it was a year i made some friends who are and will remain close to my heart and stay on till my last breath. I just got my angel work for me i guess. 9th class wasn't so good i guess with the fights and bad studies and all being bullied, it was something i wanted a change from. and during the initial days of school i just realized that the angel has blessed me. Some new friends who supported me even with my stupidness and other weird things all going through fun drives having the fun at class, it was just that i was high on self confidence and i enjoyed it. For the first time i guess i made friends with a girl and all sportingly gave her to fill my scrap book and then called her up and the first thing i hear from her is "with who's permission did u call me" and i said"i dont need anyones permission to call, its just me who decides what i do". i guess she was the first girl i ever spoke so nicley so long it went on increasing she became a good friend of mine. on the other side i had my two cool buddies one a kind of wannabe trying to flirt with every girl on earth and other a cool chap silent but real devil at times. i had some good friends who gave me importance i guess being a true leo that was wht a always wanted some attention and some respect and when a leo get tht mixed with a litle bit of fun its called the best time of life. the days went on. my cool chap got hooked to my friend and i was happiest guy on earth to know that. they were the two people i really looked up to. and my other wannabe friend was with me all the time having fun going everyday t the class in bus no.362 tht big burp in the bus that i feel embraced about today that singing on the streets at night , it was all cool.
Then came the time of picnics which even fun our school picnic and our classes pic which was by far the best day out i have ever had till date

but i guess then came a small pause to all of it. schools ended and at the last day of school something happened that i would always regret. something i said to save the big illusion caused me big trouble something i said without thinking that led me to a mishap that changed me and our friendship. it was that day that all my friends turned against me and the ones who were the most important to me became my enemies and were ready to beat me to death. i know i know it was my mistake but atleast think why would i do tht to u why would i make want to do something on purpose or may be i guess i did a mistake so please forgive me i was just wanted to say sorry. I was grounded last to enter class first to leave those days were a nightmare to me. but slowly eveything cooled but i guess the friendship disolved. we never spoke both the guys were against me and even the girl others in class had an impression which left me in a dark well.

i just wished for the last time as i said i paryed to good to make everything alright but i guess nothing could be all right ever

everything became cool we started facing each other but never spoke a word
than came the final exams and then i gave it out just wished them best of luck but that was it i could do.

time went by i guess they forgot the memories and i called them up and we became friends again but still i feel they that day had left its imprint on our friendship we became good friends again but the distances created than still are not able to close in

i always wanted to call them up and say what i felt but i could never maybe just say sorry or just make them realize that i regret it i guess i am toko week and its a long time that passed by and we are the same friends tht we were than my cool buddies are there with me.
and today i wish to thank them to being my best friends and supporting me all along!!!

today when i look back, those were the best days of my life when i was with them and tht was the biggest lesson i ever learned in life they will still be my best buddies till me last breath.