Tuesday, April 1, 2008

2nd april

its wednesday and i am thinking of something to do over the weekend lets see
lots of parties coming up or maybe play table tennis or squash or swimming or BBQ or ............ahh the list goes on
so many things can be done in hongkong but i guess who does all of them. a 5 day week at work thtat also fixed working hours ppl have all the time in the world to do still hk is the fasted city in the world people are in a hurry to go somewhere or the other
well currently i m waiting for my lunch. its good to have Indian food delivered to ur office in hong kong and that also having it with the manager its fun. i guess this is one privilege why my team mates are jealous, well i socialize so this one works out good for me. anyways it dosent favor me though tht guy is a real modest guy he wouldn't favor me for anything even though i gave him a bottle of vodka for free at holi(thanks to that supid neel) i could have got my 100$ back that i spent on it or could have got drunk myself on it. but anyways holi was real fun. it was gr8 that being here i played holi and equally wild as i did in india (only skipping the eggs)

i wish i could go back to india for a week now thought the tickets r also cheap and not much work here i just wish i could go back and meet all the ppl i missed last time!!! but i guess this has to wait till august

well uni starts in sep hope i am able to join and get on studying or get my business started ethier one will promise me a good future well am not much concerned though i have a nice job just got my raise all working smooth,enjoying life so who wants a change but guess i will have to work something out by this year end if i want to go up faster.

uhh its 12:45 k guys lets get back to work its clsosing lunch!!!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

what a night............

after a boring day at work and some boring stuff on TV i headed to LKF to meet my friends. They were in complete party mood but i wasn't much keen about it, just wanted to have a lil bit of fun and head back home early, had work next day.
but i guess my friends were in a completely different mood, they were planning to party hard as hard as possible. it all started slow and well with a drink at club 97 which slowly started getting its toll time went by everyone started getting in the groove.
then we moved to the best club in LKF(according to us) Insomnia. then all the energy raised to its max. the bands started playing and everyone got on their toes and started dancing like there was not tomorrow and the best part was we had a guy who was dancing crazy but real fun, i guess he was the one pumping the energy into us which made us go wild. the whole group was in the air including my friends dad who was here on an holiday joined us and started having fun. then as always we were the most happening ppl there a completely drunk lady celebrating her birthday with family bumped into us and that made the dance floor even more exciting i guess this is when we were on the top of our shoes. it was heaven like just loosing ourself and dancing to the grove the band started getting better and us getting wilder. everyone was dead tired but nocone wanted to leave the floor. and it was already past 1 and i started getting worried and was willing to go back but i guess this feeling that i get every time i am dancing and singing with my friends reliefs me from all the pressure of work family and makes me feel me thats something that kept me going time passed and it went to 3 when we all finally reallied and left the club.
then as if everyone wanted to get to the ground and needed food to make heavy, we headed to Ebeneezer's (the best food in the whole wide world)

this was a night like everyone just wanted to break free have fun be on top of the world no care for work collage just its now or never its something that makes me feel good about hong kong the thing i love the most and my friends whom i love for making these times happening.

there is one common bond between all the people in the world that unites them let it be aussies, indians, british, americans or chinese or whatever at the end of the day they all want to have liltle bit of fun and this is where u get it all and then no one cares its just the music the speaks.

after that wonderfull day here is another boring morning where i am writing this post having OJ thinking of what work to do and waiting for instructions from my seniors and most of all the lunch time and hoping to have the same fun tonight!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

another boreing day-lets go back memory lane!!!

Its another boring day at work. Noting much to do but lots of things going in the mind(empty mind is a devils workshop u see) but i guess the thoughts haunting me r something i have thought many times but just wanted to somehow let it out somewhere and this might be my chance

school days--ahhh such gr8 days everyone wishes to go back through those days again. But its the one wish we cant really work for or expect in any ways. Its just the memories of school that stay on. Usually it isn't thought out of life after school when u r in lower classes but its when u come to the final year u get start getting the goosebumps of it and start enjoying even more. i guess i was also lucky enough to have my part of fun and freeks then. it was a year i made some friends who are and will remain close to my heart and stay on till my last breath. I just got my angel work for me i guess. 9th class wasn't so good i guess with the fights and bad studies and all being bullied, it was something i wanted a change from. and during the initial days of school i just realized that the angel has blessed me. Some new friends who supported me even with my stupidness and other weird things all going through fun drives having the fun at class, it was just that i was high on self confidence and i enjoyed it. For the first time i guess i made friends with a girl and all sportingly gave her to fill my scrap book and then called her up and the first thing i hear from her is "with who's permission did u call me" and i said"i dont need anyones permission to call, its just me who decides what i do". i guess she was the first girl i ever spoke so nicley so long it went on increasing she became a good friend of mine. on the other side i had my two cool buddies one a kind of wannabe trying to flirt with every girl on earth and other a cool chap silent but real devil at times. i had some good friends who gave me importance i guess being a true leo that was wht a always wanted some attention and some respect and when a leo get tht mixed with a litle bit of fun its called the best time of life. the days went on. my cool chap got hooked to my friend and i was happiest guy on earth to know that. they were the two people i really looked up to. and my other wannabe friend was with me all the time having fun going everyday t the class in bus no.362 tht big burp in the bus that i feel embraced about today that singing on the streets at night , it was all cool.
Then came the time of picnics which even fun our school picnic and our classes pic which was by far the best day out i have ever had till date

but i guess then came a small pause to all of it. schools ended and at the last day of school something happened that i would always regret. something i said to save the big illusion caused me big trouble something i said without thinking that led me to a mishap that changed me and our friendship. it was that day that all my friends turned against me and the ones who were the most important to me became my enemies and were ready to beat me to death. i know i know it was my mistake but atleast think why would i do tht to u why would i make want to do something on purpose or may be i guess i did a mistake so please forgive me i was just wanted to say sorry. I was grounded last to enter class first to leave those days were a nightmare to me. but slowly eveything cooled but i guess the friendship disolved. we never spoke both the guys were against me and even the girl others in class had an impression which left me in a dark well.

i just wished for the last time as i said i paryed to good to make everything alright but i guess nothing could be all right ever

everything became cool we started facing each other but never spoke a word
than came the final exams and then i gave it out just wished them best of luck but that was it i could do.

time went by i guess they forgot the memories and i called them up and we became friends again but still i feel they that day had left its imprint on our friendship we became good friends again but the distances created than still are not able to close in

i always wanted to call them up and say what i felt but i could never maybe just say sorry or just make them realize that i regret it i guess i am toko week and its a long time that passed by and we are the same friends tht we were than my cool buddies are there with me.
and today i wish to thank them to being my best friends and supporting me all along!!!

today when i look back, those were the best days of my life when i was with them and tht was the biggest lesson i ever learned in life they will still be my best buddies till me last breath.

Friday, February 8, 2008

Hong Kong

Hong Kong- great place had been seeing this place for a few years now

then came the time 14th JAN 2007 shifted to hong kong. Permanently shifting to hong kong was something I never wanted or just never had a feeling or a urge to shift here but i guess that time just wanted to leave my current life and move on to find something to fill up the spaces or maybe the situation demanded so
packed my bags came here with a dream to change to learn from my past mistakes and move to a better tomorrow. i had many things tht i was regreting at that time, but there was a feeling that this thing would help me get over that frustration of my mistakes to become someone better just wanted to recover the words of disapproval the spaces created by chance which had made my life empty

Initially hong kong was fun the first month everything was calm, getting to know the place, trying to know people around, trying to understand the lifestyle of the so called local desis. everything was going fine. then there was the Chinese new year which was good celebration all along

After all that came the challenge to fing a job in hong kong which was more difficult than i expexted. an indian with no chinese studied in india all along just a diploma in the technical field people started rejecting as if i was an expired drug. interviews and interviews all in big gaps each day started feeling big more and more irritating. Each eye around me was looking like trying to say that you are good for nothing the want to get one break was like never ending days weeks months passed I was down by 6 months in hong kong and no job

gave up all hopes, just found some hope in an insurance job. got a friend to support me started working for it but i guess fate had something else in store for me again started getting calls for interviews then came one got it on part time but was like a ray of hope. the number of interviews started to increase and my time at job started reducing i know it was a part time one but it was like they never wanted me there as and when i was almost going back to the same irritation then came the charm in the month of august 2 interviews on in a legal company and one in the tech company and both answered it was like suddenly in demand here and selected the tech company
it was the first day my BIRTHDAY what a felling it was to be at work. the feeling of achievement finally thought that i was something i proved all the cribbing of parents all that bullshit from profs that i could not do nothing in life wrong i just proved myself the same way i had done before.

the personal life was just like not important then after getting this job i realised that i had one
then started to get back to it.........................
finally i am on blog
just felt tht needed some space to write what i feel wht i think
i guess if u dont have some person u need a blog-well thts the case with me now

so here i go...........

Sunday, February 3, 2008