Friday, February 8, 2008

Hong Kong

Hong Kong- great place had been seeing this place for a few years now

then came the time 14th JAN 2007 shifted to hong kong. Permanently shifting to hong kong was something I never wanted or just never had a feeling or a urge to shift here but i guess that time just wanted to leave my current life and move on to find something to fill up the spaces or maybe the situation demanded so
packed my bags came here with a dream to change to learn from my past mistakes and move to a better tomorrow. i had many things tht i was regreting at that time, but there was a feeling that this thing would help me get over that frustration of my mistakes to become someone better just wanted to recover the words of disapproval the spaces created by chance which had made my life empty

Initially hong kong was fun the first month everything was calm, getting to know the place, trying to know people around, trying to understand the lifestyle of the so called local desis. everything was going fine. then there was the Chinese new year which was good celebration all along

After all that came the challenge to fing a job in hong kong which was more difficult than i expexted. an indian with no chinese studied in india all along just a diploma in the technical field people started rejecting as if i was an expired drug. interviews and interviews all in big gaps each day started feeling big more and more irritating. Each eye around me was looking like trying to say that you are good for nothing the want to get one break was like never ending days weeks months passed I was down by 6 months in hong kong and no job

gave up all hopes, just found some hope in an insurance job. got a friend to support me started working for it but i guess fate had something else in store for me again started getting calls for interviews then came one got it on part time but was like a ray of hope. the number of interviews started to increase and my time at job started reducing i know it was a part time one but it was like they never wanted me there as and when i was almost going back to the same irritation then came the charm in the month of august 2 interviews on in a legal company and one in the tech company and both answered it was like suddenly in demand here and selected the tech company
it was the first day my BIRTHDAY what a felling it was to be at work. the feeling of achievement finally thought that i was something i proved all the cribbing of parents all that bullshit from profs that i could not do nothing in life wrong i just proved myself the same way i had done before.

the personal life was just like not important then after getting this job i realised that i had one
then started to get back to it.........................
finally i am on blog
just felt tht needed some space to write what i feel wht i think
i guess if u dont have some person u need a blog-well thts the case with me now

so here i go...........

Sunday, February 3, 2008